I feel like I may have found the one. This girl is actually special. I can talk to her about anything, and say things I have never considered saying to anyone before.
I can be funny around her, and it is so fun to make her laugh. I can be understanding and listen when she is feeling down. I even offered her a hug when she was really sad today. She said that would just make her cry more, but I don’t think she was against it overall.
I told her that I was there for her and I wanted to help her any way I can. I even gave her my phone number, so she could have someone to talk to if she needed it. I told her I know she probably has people to talk to, but if she ever needs me, I’ll be there for her. And I told her that when I am feeling down, I like talking to people, but a lot of the time I don’t have anyone to turn to, and I don’t want her to feel that way.
The biggest thing that I feel I should mention is that I have never really been able to talk to a woman I like that way before. I could over text, but not in person like I did with this new girl. It’s crazy.
When I have liked other girls, I have never been able to tell anyone in my family about it, but this time I did. I told my mom (who I am notorious for keeping such secrets from) and I told my brother. Either I am just maturing, or this girl is really special to me.
I don’t know how she feels about me, but I think I am making the right moves. I’m not moving too fast, and I am trying to be her friend first. I want this to go right, and I think that I would even be able to ask her to hang out sometime. I know she will probably say no, but she wouldn’t be mean about it, because she is a great person. I just want to spend as much time as possible with her, and I think that I would be able to take action to make it a reality.
Wish me luck.